New year,New Me...

Firstly, let me wish everyone happy new year first. I wish Everyone the best! Just like before I am aging one year again LOL (was giggling in my heart when I wrote this mainly because of what my friend said in our new year conversation about us - 25 years old. Unemployed.Single...Pathetic and she started to LOL...). The beginning of 2012 isn't any different for me but what is different for me is that this year I celebrated it with a bunch of friends instead of family.

I think I have started to adapt to my recent life. I start to have my breakfast,lunch or dinner alone outside. I shop alone. Go and see doctor alone. These and that are things that I would rather do with friends and family once ago. There is something I cannot believe that happens to me too. Approaching the end of 2011,I have eventually built up a habit of waking up early. Is this what people always think of if you are growing older you will wake up early in the morning? >.<

Last, Hello 2012...I wish YOU are a GOOD one :DD

25岁独立感想篇

（一）学历是不足够的，学历加上经验才算‘可以’要知道现今社会拿个石头随意丢十个有九个打中都是大学生。

（二）不要让父母担心，因为现在要换你照顾他们了。就算累，幸苦都不要在他们面前哭。

(三） 会煮饭是好的，去到哪里都用得着好过挨罐头。至少它没有坏处>.<没有炫耀的目的，不会煮饭的朋友赶快去学吧！；另外食物是用来关心人的最简单方法。

（四）不要老是怪朋友不关心你，要自问自己有没有关心他们。

（五) 在你伤心时会关心你的才是真心朋友而不是那些有空才找你玩乐的朋友。

（六）帮助别人要有底线，不要做烂好人反而害了自己。

（七）不要老是抱怨自己有多惨，要想想还有别人可能在羡慕你呢~例如：孤儿，OKU。

（八）以其老是觉得烦不如找事情做但不用钱的消遣为佳如看书，弹琴学门手艺也好等。

（九）到处花钱买衣不如买书好，书又不会过时又能用来打发时间,有收藏价值。

（十）好好善待家里的老一辈要记得他们就像自己的一幅镜子如果你都会觉得孤单他们也不为过。

Just take this as new Experience lar...

I just came back from ITS (International Tuition School) with my brain cells level decreases. The purpose of me going there is to go 4 an interview for the 'Teacher Post'. I was shocked to find out that the interview required me to take a written test. OMG~ ITS is really efficient and professional when it comes to these. The test was kind of hard to me since it has been almost half a year I did not come across with the bombastic words other than those I read from novels.

I had a 'nice chat' with the principal just now. Instead of asking me much about my interest in teaching...bla...bla...he asked about my family...my teaching experience in KL and so on...he also describes us as the 'little dots' in BPG eyes >.<

In short, I am not going to expect much from this interview LAR...haish, all this because of the delayed of posting. I am still blur and unsure of what I did just now so I went to Starsbucks to claim my free frappucino by using the free coupon that my mom gave me.

Heaven is for Real

Have you ever wonder how does heaven look like? Perhaps this book can provide you with the visual images of heaven in the perspective of a pastor named Todd Burno. This book was written by him on behalf of his 4 years old son; Colton Burno who passed away in 3 minutes and his description on his trip back to heaven and back due to rupture in appendix.

I came across this book through my dad who have been searching for it in Popular last 2 week when he came back from the States. According to him, his pastor in San Francisco mentioned about the synopsis of this book and it amuses him on the way the little boy told the public on his travel to the world of our heavenly father. I finished the book in 2 days since it is quiet a light reading due to the story-telling kind of writing.

I heart the way the little boy described Jesus. He said "Jesus has a rainbow horse..." At the same time he puts his hand on his left shoulder, move it across his body down ;" his clothes were white, but it was purple from here to here and he had markers on his palms and both feet." He added "I was scared and Jesus hold me on his laps". Later on the little boy picturised vividly how he met his late grandpa and his unborn sister which his mom never mentioned her existence on top as well as other bible characters like John the baptist and Angel Gabriel. The story is accompanied by the verses in the bible too:)

This is a really nice book and I give 2 thumbs up for it :) I strongly recommend it to those who doubt on heaven and those who are curious about it

Grandpa

Lately, I have been spending quite a lot of time with my grandpa. I used to think that he was a bit naggy and talkative. Now, I take back my words. I guess he is feeling lonely. The naggy part of him is his way of expressing his loneliness to people around him.

Thanks to the long waited posting I was able to spend some time with our old man. I had this sudden thought yesterday to cook him a meal and chat with him. Without hesitation I did that and it helped me to know my grandpa better.

Grandpa is quite a fussy person particularly on his meal but he finished the food that I brought for him and he ate 2 bowls of rice. I was really happy with that since it has been a while I didn't cook for anyone and I enjoy looking people finished the food happily. I guess it is my fetish towards people's eating habits. Later on I drove him to the sundry shop near by and I laugh at his fussiness in choosing the canned food, biscuits and green tea. I also knew that he is different compared to me cause he likes baked beans. >.<

We spent the 2 hours today talking bout all sort of things including politics and of cause my posting. I never thought that he cared so much about that since I thought old people usually do not care so much about that. I also listened to him on grandma and the way he smiled while talking about her. Now, I noticed that it is not hard at all to interact with elders if you use your heart but not your thinking. So, friends out there cherish your old grandpa(s) and grandma(s) when they are still around:) Lastly, I hope that my grandpa can have a speedy recovery since he just undergone a knee replacement surgery not long ago.

This is out of topic but I want to thank my friends and family members that have been giving me support all this while since my parents left. I am feeling okay now although sometimes I still feel a bit lonely and cannot get use to the quiet house.

丁噹- 一半

今天听到丁噹的‘一半’感触很深。平时有好友拜六礼拜陪我一起疯但这个星期她去台湾玩了没人陪更是孤单。就职信还没来搞到我心情更是低落，没有它十二月去三番市的打算要取消了。

小时候因为姐妹多从来不感到孤单有时还嫌她们烦，还会羡慕那些没弟妹的朋友多好不用跟人共用房间。嗨 TT。TT。。。现在想到都有点气房间多的是就是没她们陪。家里挂着的家庭照更显得我孤单。今年中秋更是没有‘味道’就像这首歌讲的一样没有伴快乐也只剩一半。再多再甜的月饼没人跟你抢着吃也一样没有味道。一个人只好看韩国爆笑节目在那边拼命的跟着他们那边笑才好过些。

这首歌听着听着脸都湿了。妹妹们我想你们了~

Preparation to get out from the comfort zone

People always take things for granted and it includes me until Mom was admitted to get her hyteroscopy done *Mom is really brave. This is her 6th general anaesthetic for the price of having 5 daughters and I pity her a lot. Hope that the result will be alright. Today I felt that we had our roles reversed. I was in-charge of the things that got to be done like paying bills and settlement of carloan. I have been living in the comfort zone quite a while till this month only finally I feel a bit like an adult. There was time when I thought how is it to feel like a real adult and finally I get to test it a bit. Getting those bills paid is quite a tedious work and there are so many of them - water, electric, telephone, carloan, road taxes and etc. Phew~ being an adult is hard what else a parent who is responsible as a breadwinner? Guess this is almost the time I have to adapt to these kind of stuffs since I will be officially 'independent' from my parents soon. Hopefully, I am not an unemployed with all those responsibilities if not it would be so doom. I am so proud of myself when I got all the stuffs done especially when I managed to get my toilet flush fixed LOL.

Well, this is quite an out-of-point. 'Migrating' has been an 'allegy' to me these days. It does not bring any good if it ended out that I am the person who have to console them and told them 'It is okay' when people are showing some sympathy towards me. Some people are really busybodies. It irritates me when some called up and started a chat on facebook or MSN *lucky that she managed to find me as I am not a frequent after a long time to ask this and worse still their questions involved my family's properties. Well, it is good to show your concern towards people but sometimes it is just over. However, some of them really show their concern towards me and I thank you for that :)

PS: really miss those good old days at IPBL, UKM and MUF. I have been thinking of my friends lately and I miss them so much. Hope that everyone is doing fine.